Post-ictal

48 hours after the first ketamine dose

Clockwise from upper left: The next morning; yellow purple castles; floating in the cathedral trying to reach the sky; and laughing hysterically

I’m not sure the ketamine has totally worn off. I feel so odd. The heavy feeling is gone, but I am aware that there is more pain, deep in there, that needs to be released. I’ve had so many insights the past 2 days. I’ve been keeping to myself, and journaling, painting, and avoiding social media and conversations other than at home. It’s been easier to c…